I was crushed by rocks... [ He admits slowly, carefully. ] Not everything works properly.

But it still works. The pain is nothing I can't handle. I've learned to like it...

[ He hopes it's obvious what he's talking about. He flushes deeply at having to admit that he finds pleasure in the pain, that he struggles to stay hard. It's embarrassing and he resents her for forcing him into a corner. ]

I need ...